There's comes a time with pretty much all of us that we are just so through with what me make.

I feel like I'm done with fantasy art. It's feels like I'm done with gothic art.

I feel like I have gone into a really different point of view and direction in my life. I don't look at this site, to my art, to everything as I used to.

I'm just so through with everybody copying each other. Copying ourselfs. Making not what lies inside our hearts or what is on our minds but what people expect us to make. Like I'm trying to fulfill some kind of person I thought was me.

It's like I've passed the essence of where we started; the creation of not what is beautiful but what is the reflection of our inner battles. Beauty is not the primary target here. And I've forgotten that somewhere along the way.

This year I went to Italy and I've seen all the works from all the Renaissance artists. I've studied Arthistory in school. My work just doesn't look the same to me anymore.

Trying to start exploring new forms of art is hard; I still have to find my way in it. I'm trying out more traditional arts as well.

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